Dear Diary,
I was never a chapter in your life. Yes I definitely agree.
I seriously do not know her. I was accused of starring at her. In fact she blogged about me first. I have not seen her blog or known she has a blog at that point of time. Why would someone wants to tear my lips apart? Finally I was directed to her blog address and that was what I was upset about.
It all started because I missed her for a handshake. Okay it was my fault. She got upset & blogged about me.
She even revealed about my past history online (real personal stuffs). I don't even know her! I am totally clueless. Nope she is not even my neighbour okay! As much as she thinks she is a victim, I was brutally attacked online too. Some things said were personal & hurtful. So then came along this blogging war. Eh kalau world war pun dah habis tau~
"A life without a family" that was just "a part" which was said. My family reads my blogs. I am sure cousins will disagree on that statement. What did I do wrong? If you think you are a victim, I am a victim too. What I do not understand, if there was a hate mail or tag, the fingers will be pointing at me or my friends. It can be anybody, and seriously we won't go to such extend, and I don't think any of my friends would do that too. Does it shows the IP addresses of the email/tags were traced back to us?
One more thing, I won't hate someone for no apparent reason. You may have told the others a different story. Seriously you blogged about my life story FIRST, I was shocked, I got really upset. It was childish on my part to participate in such activities what they call the "war of the blogs". Being older I should have known better. Well that was in the past.
As of today my conscious is clear. You can approach me one of these days should you need clarification whatsoever. I will be more than glad to entertain your queries. Penat tau mcm budak2 kan. I ni dah jadi mak budak!
One more thing, my husband and I was just wondering, was it meant for us about the things said "if our baby were born and if there is no resemblance of us, but looked like you instead (terkenan cos according to you I hated you so much), it will be a pity and we should discard our baby in the rubbish chute?" The takde adat and babi part, mati terbakar, was it really meant for us, or was I being overly sensitive because of my hormonal changes(reads:pregnant) at that point of time??
Don't make him pay for the wrongs that we did.
He is just an innocent child.
If not I hope your conscious is clear.
This is a common line used by upset bloggers. "Maybe I should take a break from blogging". I am using it on myself!! Seriously being a mother now, I have changed. If you think I owe you an apology, I will be more than glad to apologize. Let's not fight anymore?? All of us have moved on. Our girlfriend has found her new love & we are so happy for her. Its history. Let's place the past behind. You should move on too, no point in raking the past, you should try to let it go. We(my friends and I) have; she has.
Maybe I should make the first move? I can start with a sincere smile the next time I see you.
& for now
"Maybe I should take a break from blogging."
There is just too many maybe(s) in my sentences. Let's make it happen shall we?
I was never a chapter in your life. Yes I definitely agree.
I seriously do not know her. I was accused of starring at her. In fact she blogged about me first. I have not seen her blog or known she has a blog at that point of time. Why would someone wants to tear my lips apart? Finally I was directed to her blog address and that was what I was upset about.
It all started because I missed her for a handshake. Okay it was my fault. She got upset & blogged about me.
She even revealed about my past history online (real personal stuffs). I don't even know her! I am totally clueless. Nope she is not even my neighbour okay! As much as she thinks she is a victim, I was brutally attacked online too. Some things said were personal & hurtful. So then came along this blogging war. Eh kalau world war pun dah habis tau~
"A life without a family" that was just "a part" which was said. My family reads my blogs. I am sure cousins will disagree on that statement. What did I do wrong? If you think you are a victim, I am a victim too. What I do not understand, if there was a hate mail or tag, the fingers will be pointing at me or my friends. It can be anybody, and seriously we won't go to such extend, and I don't think any of my friends would do that too. Does it shows the IP addresses of the email/tags were traced back to us?
One more thing, I won't hate someone for no apparent reason. You may have told the others a different story. Seriously you blogged about my life story FIRST, I was shocked, I got really upset. It was childish on my part to participate in such activities what they call the "war of the blogs". Being older I should have known better. Well that was in the past.
As of today my conscious is clear. You can approach me one of these days should you need clarification whatsoever. I will be more than glad to entertain your queries. Penat tau mcm budak2 kan. I ni dah jadi mak budak!
One more thing, my husband and I was just wondering, was it meant for us about the things said "if our baby were born and if there is no resemblance of us, but looked like you instead (terkenan cos according to you I hated you so much), it will be a pity and we should discard our baby in the rubbish chute?" The takde adat and babi part, mati terbakar, was it really meant for us, or was I being overly sensitive because of my hormonal changes(reads:pregnant) at that point of time??
Don't make him pay for the wrongs that we did.
He is just an innocent child.
If not I hope your conscious is clear.
This is a common line used by upset bloggers. "Maybe I should take a break from blogging". I am using it on myself!! Seriously being a mother now, I have changed. If you think I owe you an apology, I will be more than glad to apologize. Let's not fight anymore?? All of us have moved on. Our girlfriend has found her new love & we are so happy for her. Its history. Let's place the past behind. You should move on too, no point in raking the past, you should try to let it go. We(my friends and I) have; she has.
Maybe I should make the first move? I can start with a sincere smile the next time I see you.
& for now
"Maybe I should take a break from blogging."
There is just too many maybe(s) in my sentences. Let's make it happen shall we?
9 comments:
Oh my...There seems to be alot of hatred in alot of ppl nowadays. What has the 'world' come to? What happen to the typical'world peace' in everyone's mind? hee hee. Well dearie, moving on is the great thing to do but taking a break from blogging because of all the controversy. Neh, you shouldnt give up because of ppl's mouth. REALLY. It just makes them smile in glee. 'FCUK' them!!! There ppl I'm not being vulgar alright... Bottom line, we cant please everyone. U'll do alright.
babe.
in life u cant please everyone rite? let them point fingers at us.
i don mind losing them as friends tau. at least i know who my true friends arhh. they are just a passing phase in my life.
glad i found u.
my long lost twin.
now tell me.....hmmm, should i or should i not?
this or that?! har.
n meetmeet soon. mwaahs!
Gosh, what's happening to the blogging world? So much hatred.. Dah takde kerja ke? People are getting more sensitive and demanding.
But babe, please don't stop blogging. Ur blog entries make my day more interesting. And also, I need to check on my future son-in-law kan?? Haha! Rayn nanti rindu aku tau..
Don't stop blogging because of these superficial overly sensitive people but stop blogging only when you run out of words to record. (Which I think will never happen!!)
Take care ok babe.
P/s: I dah buat entry tau.. Check k. Hope it brings out your smile.
blog hoppin from my fren blog..
sorri to have heard so many hatred around...stories, lies etc
Watever it is, its your life anyway and these ppl semua takde kerja nak merosakkan ppl perception of you. Dont give up on bloggin just bcoz of all. It doesnt really matter anyway, im sure u have great friends around who will stand by you. I have experience all that and no point in leaving blogging world, n fact u may even find great friends
Me too blog hoppin n stumble upon yr blog. Since than, I never failed to visit yr blog every single day. If not, I will bored to death in the office tau. Please don't stop blogging just bcos of all that ok. Cheer up ok!
Psst.. I think u r one gorgeous hot mama! Btw..i'm a mother of 3 boyz!
Hi,
I shared the same sentiments like the rest blog hoppers too. Honestly, I LOVE reading your entries. I know that you are deeply affected by all those remarks. They are people who are just not happy with the HAPPINESS that we achieve in life. So Zanna, cheer up ok! Please do not stop blogging. Even though I do not know you as a person, you are sincere in your entries and I always look forward to reading them.
Linda
Nyahhhh, apa citer ni sakkk??
Sampai she have the heart to tell u to discard ur darling angel? Eh eh, very the LaZeR!!! Like wanna chilli the mouth u know!
Gal, don bother lah gal. Don stop blogging lah, wait i miss you and Rayn how...?? Hihihih
Cheer up ok... go to my blog and let my hero's latest pictures cheer you up... he's going for bird bird snipping tomorrow :)
Muackksss!!!!!
hey sis..
you pun kene this childish act of blog wars?im used to it already.serious whats the others above have said are so true.
you cant please everyone.
it is very tiring even if you try.
dont have to bother what others say.
let them say sampai nanti penat sendiri.
cheer up!
and they ought to leave rayn alone.
you have my back sis!
~janna~
zanna dear, i took a break too. but trust me, whether you stop blogging or not, people talk. in other words... buat salah, tak buat pun salah. see, you're one of the seven blogs i read. it'll be boring without you :( ignorance is bliss, mummy zanna.
p.s. bloddy hell! you've changed somehow. heh. so mak-mak. ok fine, you are a mak.
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