Neglected..

I have neglected someone .. My dearest Blacky.
For your info he is still our love in the house.
Not much of the attention seeker these days, cos Rayn cries louder than him!!
Ever since the arrival of Rayn, he has been a good boy.
In fact he dare not come close to Rayn.
Only thing is , when Rayn cries, he meows too..
trying to get our attention..
Copycat??
You think so??



Juggling with my busy schedule as a Home Executive Planner, I do get my off days too. Its weekend, let me have a break okay. So, I have decided to meet up with the girls. What's new, only this time round NEW TOPIC, new boyfriend I guess, I am glad you moved on. Checher kin, I am just wondering are you opting for early retirement in blogging? Your entries these days are super slow and mundane! *menjeling* but still I love reading every single bit of it. How Ironic~

Do you know what are the things Azrieda & me talks about all the time? YOU! Wrong, if you guys must know Azrieda is an expert when comes to pregnancy, child birth & parenting. Despite her being much younger than me, I sense motherly instinct in this woman! Is she just a fashion icon?? Nope she is not. In fact I have learned a lot from her when comes to "motherly" issues and we exchange views & advices. Seriously if you know her, she is such an angel. Never mind that "COLD" display of her, I find a lot of warmth in her.
My kin I seriously do miss you alot. Where have you been?


Neglected blacky(my cat) & neglected me??
Neglected Azrieda?
okay last pose. Notice the similarity?Not the lips of cos!!Never mind you will figure..

Moral Education

Cradle cap. I was kind of worried/paranoid, however I have decided to dial my 1800-Ct-Staff Nurse..

Oh this gorgeous mother of one gave me a quick reply in fact. She said she will purchase for me the special treatment shampoo at the pharmacy. Thanks babe!

The Detinox Cradle Cap treatment shampoo delivery was extremely super fast. I had a knock on my door in the evening, I saw a sexy Missy in her white uniform pretty short & tight, standing at my door.( I thought there are grooming guidelines?! blueks!) She came with her cute big eyes, little assistant.

Was it just a treatment shampoo delivery or more??

Yes she grabbed hold of my Rayn & *romos2* him. However Rayn seems to be enjoying it, maybe he realised that the songs which CT sang, were very much similar to mine. At one point he was looking at me making faces hoping that I will come and save him. When there were endless kisses from CT, he stuck his tongue out giving CT the signal to STOP it. Rayn, daddy is not home, nobody is coming to your rescue!! Oh dear!! And that cute little assistant of hers seems to be enjoying, making herself real comfortable.

Oh Dyrah have grown into a big girl now. Dyrah's hair is simply beautiful, it really looks like those ceramic curls fresh from the salon. We were telling Dyrah to flick her hair in front of Aunty Azrieda if she ever sees her!!Hey, Dyrah do not need curlers okay. In fact, Dyrah was flicking her eyelashes at me, yah I know my lashes are fake.

So are we still at fake versus the real thing?!

Like I say some are just blessed with it, why not just flaunt it! Right Dyrah?!

Talking about songs, I was complaining to CT, my A.L sucks at nursery songs, he can compose his own songs just to entertain Rayn.

One day I was busy typing my daily entries, I overheard him singing the ABC song. Oh my, I thought wow A.L took time to educate Rayn.

Guess what I heard?

I overheard him starting from A to D then back to A. At first, I could not figure out what he was trying to teach. Then he started again from A. I stopped & listened..

Here how it goes..

A is for apple..."apple is red, daddy don't like to eat apple. "
B is for BLOGGING..."Mummy love to blog, dunno what she blogging."

Oh dear my A.L obviously is gasping for my attention.
Looks like my bad boy simply wants some cuddling too.
Don't worry A.L, you are doing just fine adjusting to fatherhood despite the fact you are always chided as the Bad boy..

However darling, can you please let me take over in educating the ABCs?!


The sexy missy..

ps: Ct you are welcome haha, its a personal joke! Thanks babe!!

The viewing mall





We had our dinner at the Singapore Changi Airport, besides picking A.L back from his trips I am rarely there these days. We were there & we saw some stewardesses elegantly rushing to have their bags checked in. The hair neatly bun up with that immaculate grooming. Frankly most of them looked alike to me in that iconic uniform.

Then after, Sheila called, yes, I shocked her when I told her where we were. She asked, whether the visit to the airport has motivate me in any way? I gave her a straight no, so she cornered to other 101 reasons why flying is still the best job ever.

One of the dumbest thing she came up with was " Think of the bubble bath time in the comfort of the 5 star hotel room you will have, with no disturbance at all while you wait for your room service!" How clever of you Sheila.

These days I am getting used to disturbance, wait let me rephrase that. These days I getting used to the "crying for love" part. Presently I am quite fine reporting to my only boss, he is cute & blonde if you notice, & I even have my own workstation okay! My laundry & ironing corner.

Designation = Home Executive Planner

Hmm~ I really know how to make it sounds exclusive!

How fake are can you be?

I welcomed my dearest A.L with my well known biggest smile, after his short tiring day at work. He looked stunned and said, "Lawanyer wifey I!" Oh no, I was not wearing skimpy clothes, neither was I using any thick layers of make up. Wondering what it was?

I had my fake eyelashes on! What was I thinking? It is actually a good way to de-stress myself or mock myself silly when Rayn is asleep. I was just trying to polish up my skills, applying fake eyelashes on myself.

Seriously eyelashes can do wonders, too bad I am not blessed with thick or long lashes. I depend greatly on mascara and fake eyelashes sometimes. Being a mother now, dolling up myself is second priority. There seems to be a lot of stuff I need to prepare for Rayn rather than myself. I end up going out looking in a mess these days. Seriously applying mascara becomes not a necessity anymore, used to be a must. Oh no I am becoming like mak-mak kan Emil.

Today I found a solution, I realise that its much faster to put on the fake ones rather than applying mascara & ta dah~ I can end up looking like a Diva in just splits seconds. So moral of the story you don't have to be real you can just fake it??

Only my eyelashes are fake okay, before you start speculating!! Let me see what else is fake. Everything you see or read here is real, and oh yah I won't fake a smile too or even fake a friendship. To be exact I am not a fake person! So honest?? I won't bitch about someone, and then be the best of friends. Totally fake right!

Its just a general thought, don't get too excited.

Oh well, there are so many fake things in life besides eyelashes, don't you agree??

Inspirational Picture of the day...

When will I be this slim again~ I wonder!!! Thanks hor Azrieda, lately she has been giving me motivation by displaying our old pics on MSN..

Well I have grown much bigger in size, thats for a change. Azrieda you just have to get use to me being bigger can? Bluekkk!!

Aku midget you BFG can?

My power pom pi pi

A Hungry Boy Is A Cranky Boy..

Rayn just can't wait!!!

Yes Rayn, if you promise to be good!

Pink Socks

Pink socks for Rayn??

I am fashion disaster when it comes to colours. My favourite colours are red, green & yellow. A walking traffic light or simply bad taste?? You tell me.

I am not a trendsetter, but I seriously have a colour problem & I impose it on others too. A.L do seek my opinion sometimes, when picking the right colours for his apparels. However, he has never had a problem carrying off a particular colour, even baby pink!

I realise baby clothing for boys are limited to mostly blue, for a change I went over to the baby girl's section & pick a set of pink, turquoise, light yellow, light green, maroon, red & purple socks for Rayn.

Now the whole family will end up looking like a traffic light! Bluekks!!

My dearest A.L even suggested that we shall wear baby pink for the festive season this year. Its only April & I am so looking forward to it. Azrieda shall we go for some "textile" hunting. Shall I mix baby pink with light yellow or baby pink with baby blue??? What say you Azrieda??

For your information I am not colour blind hokay!

Another Obsessed Entry

I have a major problem. I think is an obsession.Blogging suddenly becomes super fun.I love "CREATING" new postsOh please click X if you have a problem with super cute babies.I am sure there are no restrictions right?Oh aren't they lovely..Father & Son..Oh well, at least I do not have an obsession for popularityDo you??

MAYBE

Lucky thing,
I included the word "maybe" I need a break from blogging.
"POSSIBLY BUT NOT CERTAINLY"
Enough of the virtual drama, someone sent me an email.
I should concentrate on my 2 Bs
BLONDIE & BABY
(thanks your email was so uplifting :) & so are the rest of the comments)
For now, I will give it a rest,
I guess its just a case of a "few" sick people in this virtual world.
No thanks to them!!!
However the world of blogging is not getting to end just because of them!
We live once, so let me have the time of my life!
Life simply is wonderful when there is a space to rant your happy thoughts right??
I like to show off my joy can??

Presently,
I am really enjoying my current employment as a homemaker
and I am not complaining.
Probably its a matter of time that I will be back to join the workforce.
Meanwhile,
let me enjoy this precious moment of spending my time, love & devotion to the
two greatest man in my life.
A.L & Rayn..

A.L figure that I do not need a break from blogging, he gave me an "off" day.
Go spread your wings with your girlfriends.
Yes life will be lonely without girlfriends right!!
2 mommies,1 wifey, and one newly-engaged.
We sure had a super blast!!


Norfa, me & Naz..


The two batch girls..


Batch girls again!!!


Mother Of One..
Haizz gone are the days when we fit in size zero. Naz & me, we used to party endlessly during our training days. The Sentosa and velvet days!!! Now our main concern is
My Rayn & her Dylan..
but still our favourite topic is how to lose weight &
fitting in size ZERO!!!!


Red nails sponsored by OPI. Super red seh!! I sure miss painting my nails red.


Engrossed looking at my charming Rayn's pics on my mobile..


Our last super blast together was 6 years ago in Taipei.


Norfa happy amik gambar eh.
Being a celebrity Norfa sure do attract alot of Mats heh!!!
Bluekk.. when drinks were offered.
She proudly said,
"Sorry we don't drink!"


Having to breastfeed Rayn I had to forgo my lychee martini.
I realise its actually more fun being sober!!


oh the three gorgeous batch girls. I am just a "tompang" batch girl.
I was one batch before them,
but we were pretty much close cos we share notes.
By the way where is my batch boy Renzie & Puteri Farah!!!
Missing in Action??
Seriously it felt like a reunion,
Thank you ladies for a wonderful time.

Dear Diary,

I was never a chapter in your life. Yes I definitely agree.

I seriously do not know her. I was accused of starring at her. In fact she blogged about me first. I have not seen her blog or known she has a blog at that point of time. Why would someone wants to tear my lips apart? Finally I was directed to her blog address and that was what I was upset about.

It all started because I missed her for a handshake. Okay it was my fault. She got upset & blogged about me.

She even revealed about my past history online (real personal stuffs). I don't even know her! I am totally clueless. Nope she is not even my neighbour okay! As much as she thinks she is a victim, I was brutally attacked online too. Some things said were personal & hurtful. So then came along this blogging war. Eh kalau world war pun dah habis tau~

"A life without a family" that was just "a part" which was said. My family reads my blogs. I am sure cousins will disagree on that statement. What did I do wrong? If you think you are a victim, I am a victim too. What I do not understand, if there was a hate mail or tag, the fingers will be pointing at me or my friends. It can be anybody, and seriously we won't go to such extend, and I don't think any of my friends would do that too. Does it shows the IP addresses of the email/tags were traced back to us?

One more thing, I won't hate someone for no apparent reason. You may have told the others a different story. Seriously you blogged about my life story FIRST, I was shocked, I got really upset. It was childish on my part to participate in such activities what they call the "war of the blogs". Being older I should have known better. Well that was in the past.

As of today my conscious is clear. You can approach me one of these days should you need clarification whatsoever. I will be more than glad to entertain your queries. Penat tau mcm budak2 kan. I ni dah jadi mak budak!

One more thing, my husband and I was just wondering, was it meant for us about the things said "if our baby were born and if there is no resemblance of us, but looked like you instead (terkenan cos according to you I hated you so much), it will be a pity and we should discard our baby in the rubbish chute?" The takde adat and babi part, mati terbakar, was it really meant for us, or was I being overly sensitive because of my hormonal changes(reads:pregnant) at that point of time??

Don't make him pay for the wrongs that we did.
He is just an innocent child.
If not I hope your conscious is clear.

This is a common line used by upset bloggers. "Maybe I should take a break from blogging". I am using it on myself!! Seriously being a mother now, I have changed. If you think I owe you an apology, I will be more than glad to apologize. Let's not fight anymore?? All of us have moved on. Our girlfriend has found her new love & we are so happy for her. Its history. Let's place the past behind. You should move on too, no point in raking the past, you should try to let it go. We(my friends and I) have; she has.

Maybe I should make the first move? I can start with a sincere smile the next time I see you.

& for now

"Maybe I should take a break from blogging."

There is just too many maybe(s) in my sentences. Let's make it happen shall we?

PauL Mitchell

I urgently need a hair makeover. Let me start with combing my hair first, cos I don't. Seriously "the ponytail" seems to be latest hairstyle for me. No more long wavy hair being swept by the breeze(mcm cita hindustan gitu).

One reason why ponytail is "in" for me, is due to hygiene purposes. I do not want my hair sweeping through Rayn's face. I am sure its pretty annoying for Rayn.

Shall I cut it shorter??
Maybe shoulder length??
Now I understand why Britney shaved her head!

Shout out to Yoie!!
"Can I trust your hairstylist?".
Let me fix a date with this gorgeous babe, if not I probably stick to my ponytail.
I hope I am not seven seasons ago!

Enough said on hair issues,
these days everything seems to be an issue.
Okay let's divert to Rayn,


My dearest Rayn is always hungry!!


Yes Hungry For Attention!!


Don't we all love it.
Looks like there is a brand new attention seeker these days.
But first try getting into the picture.
Look at Rayn, he is always in the picture.
He is probably loving it.
He gets it without the need to seek for it.
Oh isn't he adorable,
Hey, I am talking about Rayn okay!

Trimester

Pregnancy is such a wonderful experience. I miss being pregnant!! No kidding!! To all the pregnant ladies out there, you should cherish the days of your pregnancy before the arrival of your little one. Try and fake as much cravings as you can & make your darling husband run from one point to another. This is the MOMENT!! Oh well~ I had my fair share. Clever right me~. Trust me, you will look back and miss the days when you were round and cute!

Currently, I am still a bit round & cute but
however my A.L said I look healthier now!!
(whatever~ you just say to make me feel good :P)

I told you I love red.
Despite my big round belly,
I die die must wear my red belt!

If you are wondering how much weight I put on during my pregnancy.
It was close to 15kg!!!
So moral of the story is,
pregnancy is not that dreadful after all =)
Do I prove my point here?

Spot the Difference









Looking back at these photos, am I a mother of one now?? To be honest, I talk about different things these days. My topics have changed. Two days ago, I was at Ct Nurse aka Elisa's place enjoying our session of "breastfeeding". Our main topic was our kids!! Her Dyrah & my little Rayn. Yes we can have endless conversation about them.

http://simply-elisachoc.blogspot.com/

As soon as the session was over, when both kids were fast asleep, we proceeded to the dining area. Not to dine, but there is this magical mirror on the wall of the dining area..hmm

"Mirror mirror on the wall, who is the sexiest of all?"

Oh please save this mirror the agony of answering the question!!!

It was a night of camparison, who's smaller!! Oh well no prizes for right answers!!

Oh here is an example of a sexy slim mum...
presenting Azrieda..

Ok Bluff!! Bluek!! That is my Rayn!! Give it back~


Now this is the real mum...

Spot the difference??