Rejected
I received a sweet mesg from a girlfriend (macam pen pal), asking me how am I. Its been a long time since I have chatted with her and nothing changes that much.
Frankly I have been super busy lately. Her concerned gestures touched me. True, it does. I realised one thing, I am not good juggling with my time. Along the way I have neglected a lot of friends, to start with I do not have much friends to begin with, I am very selective when comes to friendship. Once bitten, twice shy.
I have not been a good friend, ever since back those days. I do not commit to alot of things especially "time". I come and go, friends would have realised by now, I am very reserved when it comes to personal affair. I do not reveal much..
I missed out birthdays, outings & gatherings & I am always forgiven.
I finally realised, how sweet my friends are. Especially those whom I have known for more than 15 years, for those new friends, Sorry if I have neglected you guys *smiles* , please have faith in my sincerity, I do not simply add people on my friendster list just to accumulate numbers. I am totally sincere. If you are on my friendster list.. I welcome you with open arms. No wonder my list consist of less than 100 friends..kwa kwa..kwa!!!
Blame it on some friends bluek!!!! Haha..
My testimonials are not convincing enuff to prove that I am a "nice" person...haha
Just an example of testi from two babes!!!
"There was a time when I could not stand the sight of her. She practically threw me a monstrous look when I bumped into her in the stadium's toilet. But I bet she loathed me too!But somehow, we got acquainted and we just got bitchy... Together! Hahaha.. It's been what.. erm.. 4 years now? "
"mizzzz da bimbo dayz!! da day when i became bitchy was when i met u!! da expression of ur face!! My GOD!! hahaha...anyways...FANTAStic woman...dats who u r! love u who u r!! "
Seriously do I look that "bitchy".. or is it just the face, what you want me to do, go under knives.. and opt for the sweet siti nurhaliza look. I cannot change my features. Maybe I can improve on my persona (fake??). I am still trying oke, but the main problem is; first impression last so that is when people will start judging!!
I finally realised, how sweet my friends are. Especially those whom I have known for more than 15 years, for those new friends, Sorry if I have neglected you guys *smiles* , please have faith in my sincerity, I do not simply add people on my friendster list just to accumulate numbers. I am totally sincere. If you are on my friendster list.. I welcome you with open arms. No wonder my list consist of less than 100 friends..kwa kwa..kwa!!!
Blame it on some friends bluek!!!! Haha..
My testimonials are not convincing enuff to prove that I am a "nice" person...haha
Just an example of testi from two babes!!!
"There was a time when I could not stand the sight of her. She practically threw me a monstrous look when I bumped into her in the stadium's toilet. But I bet she loathed me too!But somehow, we got acquainted and we just got bitchy... Together! Hahaha.. It's been what.. erm.. 4 years now? "
"mizzzz da bimbo dayz!! da day when i became bitchy was when i met u!! da expression of ur face!! My GOD!! hahaha...anyways...FANTAStic woman...dats who u r! love u who u r!! "
Seriously do I look that "bitchy".. or is it just the face, what you want me to do, go under knives.. and opt for the sweet siti nurhaliza look. I cannot change my features. Maybe I can improve on my persona (fake??). I am still trying oke, but the main problem is; first impression last so that is when people will start judging!!
Human nature, you do not know a person personally but you are out with a verdict!
Maybe I should start adding strangers to accumulate my list. Try to be friendlier, but what if I get rejected?? Like one of my babelicious girlfriend, she is super hot that everyone wants to be on her list including women. Too bad if you get rejected!! She lagi super selective!! She simply do not add strangers!! She has a criteria to supervine!!
For me, I can't be that selective, not many adds lah~ kwa kwa kwa..!
First impression last, last impression lingers..
Maybe I should start adding strangers to accumulate my list. Try to be friendlier, but what if I get rejected?? Like one of my babelicious girlfriend, she is super hot that everyone wants to be on her list including women. Too bad if you get rejected!! She lagi super selective!! She simply do not add strangers!! She has a criteria to supervine!!
For me, I can't be that selective, not many adds lah~ kwa kwa kwa..!
First impression last, last impression lingers..
PS: I love these two babes.. and I am missing you both, lup u deep deep!!!
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