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Mother's Love

Most women claims that motherhood is such a wonderful experience. Frankly its not an easy task. It all depends on what kind of parent you want to be.

From my own personal experience, someone which I look up to is my mother. Not long ago she chooses for an early retirement just to take care of my unwell younger sister. Yes my younger sister is a special girl. She is intellectually challenged. Down syndrome or some senseless people calls a retard(it pains me typing his word).

Close friends would have probably heard or seen her before. She is 26 years of age, 1.55m tall & she is obese. However she is such a darling. When I was growing up with her, she used to be super temperamental and mum always takes her side!!! She reminded me time and time again, she is a special person, that is why we cannot blame her for her actions. When I was a kid, people will stare at her strangely. I even got into a fight when one of my neighbour called her a "retard"!! Maybe their vocabulary is so limited!!!

Now she is in much better condition, you can never trade in anything for a mother's love. She is willing to sacrifice part of her life for her own daughter. Ever since my mum quit her job, her condition improves and she is back adding sunshine in the house.

Due to my family background and history, I went through a couple of test. It seems fine, but I believe everything is in god's hand. When you are going through motherhood, nothing else matters. Its your own flesh & blood.

My mum born a child, which has no resemblance of her. Did she throws it in the rubbish chute?? She did not. She accepted the gift of god!! She went through a hard time, but it did not matter to her.

Until now she sings lullaby and feeds her 26 years old daughter. In her eyes she is the most beautiful daughter god has granted her.

Let's have a silent moment to our self. Think back of what we have done or said that hurt others. If you think mocking & making fun of others is what you do best, think again, god gives you beauty and brains, so use it wisely. My sister is not that lucky. Oh wait I am not comparing you to her..infact her soul is far much more beautiful than a normal human. Manusia yang cukup sifatnya.

One more thing, in life do not speak too soon kalau orang melayu cakap mulut jangan lantang sangat. Whatever you mock may happen to you one fine day, scary isn't it (amit amit jambangbayi). Let's pray for our own happiness instead of finding flaws or loopholes in someone else's.