the story begins...

Excuse me, are you a "fat" model?

I have been taking half day off at work recently *winks* so MSN people you will probably see less of me online. I did not block anyone lah~ hehe . Worry not, because I am not going to abandon this blog of mine. I will still add joy to those reading it. I promise okay. The only thing is, my blog do not spell much on details about my private life. Nothing interesting about me, so I still keep my padlock diary okay! LOL!!

However today I am going to share this joy with all of you. I am so looking forward for my photo shoots coming soon!! I am still keeping my options open which photographer I am going to. I am not a model to start with, so it is not for any cover of a magazine neither is it for distribution purposes. Macam celebrity konon hehe, just kidding! Feeling jer~

Difference with this photo shoot, I was told, I am not big enough (ah do not start imagining ok) so I have to wait for later stage. First time I am taking pictures, and I am not going for a crash diet, how wonderful. How beautiful changes can be. Suddenly being super slim is not in my agenda. I was told, kalau nak amik naked pictures do not wear brassiere on that day, wait got lines. Ooops NAKED!! Haha~ then we started laughing about it. To add on to this, I am taking it with A.L. Exciting in the world kan~

I was thinking, I better take it earlier, because at this point, I am still quite flawless, no visible stretch marks yet, akan datang!!! Thank god, I do not have any "premature stretch marks"

before. Yah horrible kan stretch marks, tell me about it. So the next time you do not see me wearing tubes & tanks you will know what is the main reason. Unless I am SUPER tak malu or pretend to be totally unaware about it.

On the other hand, I keep on telling myself I better do it before I hit 30, but mind you okay, most of my girlfriends still look stunning at 35 years of age. It's a matter of mindset. Huh I probably look like makcik makcik at 35. No no no.. now already feel so tua, I better do it now or never.

So camera 1 2 3 action!!! Aper jer tau!