I thank those who still pop by my blog once in awhile. I have been the lazy one lately. With Facebook & instagram I totally forget to rant my thoughts here.

Life is good because I believe it is. I have been busy flying from cities to cities not because, I totally enjoy leaving home, it's just a job & I am earning a living.

As the world has read that I am an astronaut, I thank god for the opportunity given to see places.

It is true you do not need to be an astronaut to see places, but I am not born with a "gold" spoon to start with.

The furthest I traveled when I was a kid was to Indonesia with my parents.
They had to save their money to bring us a party of 5 for a good holiday.
Thank you.

Now that I have seen places, well traveled, I tend to appreciate things more. Will I ever afford to travel if I am no astronaut.

Traveling starts soon, I have been on a very long leave. I spend my hours with my boys trying to fill up the lost time.

I realise I can never get back lost time, but the best I can do is to fill it up with lots of love.

Do you ever wonder how you manage things when you have nothing and the way you behave when you have everything.

Being human we always make believe we have everything. Even though our everything means nothing to others.

On a beautiful note, you mean the world to me. Thank you for loving me.

Leave starts now. I shall eat, sleep, eat & sleep. Chew my food properly & the only two person I shall say good morning everyday without fail will be my 2 boys.

Speech & Drama

I didn't realise how proud we make our parents feel when we participate in any events during school days.

No matter how small our character may be its always nice to have audience which is your family members.

Our boy plays the role of a spaceship & I thought It was a good role. Your astronaut mummy is very proud of you Rain.

Well done spaceship, now can you fly mummy to the moon!

Sometimes you don't realise you what you say or do could have hurt others. I am sure if it's done it's not on purpose.

Splendid Surprise! It felt like receiving a bouquet of roses, even better! Thank you.

I had a fight with the sheep, I kick his ass over the fence so that I am able to get my much needed sleep.

When I look into your eyes.

An extra helping hand on Sunday makes me smile.

I may not be perfect, but when I look at Rain I always know that at least I got a few things in life perfectly right.

"if you leave something wonderful with those who comes into your life, they will find it hard to erase you from their heart"- unknown

You can't please everybody, so just please yourself and the rest will fall in to place.

I please myself, moonwalking in Venice.

Location:Piazza Carlo Irnerio,Milan,Italy

From Milan we went to Venice!! Astronauts moonwalking in Venezia.

The story of Rapunzel teaches one thing about LOVE:

"Climbing the highest tower is less difficult when someone at the end gives you something to hold on."- unknown

You will never know which one is the right path, if you never had the wrong ones.

Fukuoka Japan.

Dancing in the Rain.

Life has taught me somehow, that I no longer have to wait for the storm to pass, as I have learned to dance in the rain.

Enjoy the sunshine while it last, one day while looking for that umbrella you realised you may be alone in the rain soaking wet?

Happy pictures only capture that happy seconds, do remember the clock never stops clicking as long as we are breathing.

Location:３丁目,Fukuoka,Japan

It was not meant you. Are you nuts?!

If you think the world revolves around you. Pls don't. To start with, you have never been Miss popular. So I suggest why not you go back to the barn & be the beauty among the beast. Good news, the throne is yours.

Isn't it awesome, the tiara you have been wanting is now yours & you relived your childhood memories since you are so deprived.

Get a life. The rest have blocked you, I guess it's now my turn!

Thank god it's Friday, and so I had a date. Thank you dear date for a wonderful time :)

If I am so super "full" of myself I will be so obese by now. Isn't that so.



- "the imaginary astronaut wants to fly to the moon"™

Location:3rd St,Abu Dhabi,United Arab Emirates

I may be confused with the selection of clothes with the weather forecast, but I am very sure with the selection of friends that I have now.

Funny how, one's status message can make a couple of people think you are talking about them.

The people you can call your Friends don't abandon you in your great time of need, neither do they stop being a Friend when you have nothing to offer them.

People come & go in my life, the bad ones and the good ones.

I stop hating them, you know what, I just don't give a f.... about them.




- "the imaginary astronaut wants to fly to the moon"™

Location:London

I am already 33 years & 17 days old, I still cannot decide what I want. Someone still owes me a birthday gift. I am still deciding.

I hate surprises I don't encourage gifts without asking me what I want, I may think that it is a waste of money. What if I won't use the gift. Only my closest will know what I like :)

Don't need to buy me flowers because you will be letting the florist earn money for something which you ended throwing after a few days.

Don't need to buy me teddy bears as soft toys collect dust, I am allergic to fur(even my own cat) & dust.

I normally know what I want, maybe now I probably start thinking of what I need instead. Money don't come easy as we are not filthy rich people. We work our ass off to attain what we want in life.

On a different channel, let me relate to you a story, I used to know someone who told me she can carry any bags even a plastic bag. The ironic part was, when I bought a bag for another friend, she started viewing website of branded bags selling online with the intend to purchase one.

Okay this got me confused, I realise that people do not normally speak of what they are.

I am not ashamed to tell the world that I do not mind to be furnished with unlimited designer items. Wait! reality check, someone told me that I wasted so much of my hard earned money on designers. Yah its true, to me it is better than paying debts for a man.

I have done my reality check, have you?


- "the imaginary astronaut wants to fly to the moon"™

Hari Raya 2011.

Loving my two bad boys, life will be meaningless without you boys. Time of forgiveness. Leaving the bad times behind, creating more happy moments. Have a blissful one this year people!!

Stay happy.

It's always a question of how you feel & how you feel(x2) plus no one seems to understands you. Have you ever try to understand others to start with.

Excuse me, you are not the only living thing on this face of earth. Oh yah on that note, earth is round I suppose maybe you think it's square. Like duh.

Fancy calling someone a bitch, a man joining a catfight? Oh well, I happen to like dogs, cute aren't they.

For you, you are not even close to cute, in fact, ugly is too kind for you. For the record, someone said beauty will not last forever, fret not ugliness will not be forever too, good news for you isn't it. It just keep getting uglier.

Then you should start singing to Christina Aguilera's hit number.

"I am beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring me down"

Maybe you are the one that should stop living in denial.





Disclaimer: this is not intended for any "human being" living or dead.

- "the imaginary astronaut wants to fly to the moon"™

The one full of shit!

When a friend treats you like diapers! To be discarded after use.

When they are able to walk to the loo themselves they have forgotten who were the ones that help them changed their diapers.

Now they know where the toilets are, they probably flush their bowl full of shit down the sewage without any further assistance.

So moral of my story, some friends or you are simply full of shit, I take it as though I have flushed "both" of you down.

I takes two to tango, and I was amazed by your moves.

The shit is gone but you sure do stinks! You left that stinky aura of yours which no amount of cologne will be able to deodorise the air! You polluted the air for goodness sake.

Your sarcasm stinks big time, he is just a child. People may have say hurtful things but you choose the most wicked example to prove your innocence.

You said there was no intention or whatsoever and put the blame on others for starting the ball rolling.

You add on to the sentence with perfect understanding to whom it may concern with the touch of innocence as though it's really that difficult reading in between the lines.

We get your drift. We can hear you loud & clear. You know deep down in your heart where you are getting at. You totally ignored the fact the cute little boy is innocent.

I for that matter can read and understand English or Malay perfectly. For the record, I deleted your text without even reading it.

Read my lips I don't need your reply. To me you have vanished into thin air.


- "the imaginary astronaut wants to fly to the moon"™

The train ride to town.





- "the imaginary astronaut wants to fly to the moon"™