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Confession Of a Vain Drama Queen..

I am always very concern on how much weight I will put on the moment food goes in my mouth!!!! Conscious yes I am, extremely I would say. Well I was a 56kg before, and losing all that was no easy task to accomplish. Maintaining your ideal weight is really hard to do. No easy way out, that is when comes the existence of my "exercycle" in the middle of my living room. Maybe my profession leads me to such vanity.

They say when you look good, you feel good. Some women or men may not agree with me, in the past man prefers "rounder" woman, do they still now? I wonder! I hate watching parades of models cat walking on the runway, makes me feel fat but I do love the designer clothes they are wearing though. Do they eat at all? Do they ever exceed their calories intake of the day??

Some may not agree with me, life is short, why restrain yourself, you will be missing out the finer things in life, like enjoying good food. Yes I agree, but at the same time is your outlook really that important? Is being big a joyous feeling?

Well for once I am going to be fat, really fat. One thing I should avoid now is a weighing scale. I just hope I don't steal the limelight from fat girls *peace*. I am looking at 10-15kg. Wow.. Fat enough or not?? It comes in various sizes right? I am sure there is one size for me too. Shall I aim for Large?? Oh no!!